Santiago Mendez | 40 | Spanish

They say the Lord works in mysterious ways and I have to agree with that. Before I came to New York I travelled around the world, hitch-hiking from place to place and sleeping wherever I could, simply because that was the path of life that God chose for me.

About five years ago I stumbled upon New York City and then everything changed for me.

Turns out God wanted a different path for me to follow and that was becoming a father - about 16 years too late, yes, but it's certainly better late than never; and I have to say I love my son a lot, and I'm very, very proud of him. It can't be easy to find out you've got a father 16 years down the line, after all.


Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

Too late for that. 

Look, you don’t deserve to hate yourself. You’re a good guy. People say things when they’re scared and angry that they don’t mean. You’re a human being, they make mistakes and everybody deserves another chance no matter what’s happened or what they do. Sometimes we don’t think before we speak and sure, that can piss somebody off but you shouldn’t blame yourself. You were scared and that’s understandable.

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posted 6 months ago with 43 notes (originally from smoothcriminalist)

Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

Seriously San, just drop it. 

If you don’t let it out, Xavier, it’s going to make you hate yourself for a very, very long time. 

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posted 6 months ago with 43 notes (originally from smoothcriminalist)

Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

How would you have any clue how I feel. 

Because I know what it’s like to lose somebody you love and not know whether you’re ever going to get them back. I also know what it feels like to never get that person back and I don’t want you to feel that way. 

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posted 6 months ago with 43 notes (originally from smoothcriminalist)

Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

I’m really not in the mood for a therapy session. 

I’m not giving you a therapy session, I’m giving you the truth because I know how you feel.

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posted 6 months ago with 43 notes (originally from smoothcriminalist)

Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

Look, I’m fine. I just wanna be by myself. 

Funny, I don’t believe a word of that. As much as you’re going to convince yourself that you’re okay, you’re not - because if you were you wouldn’t be on your own getting drunk right now.

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posted 6 months ago with 43 notes (originally from smoothcriminalist)

Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

Mr. Lame, go away. 

No, because I know what you can get like when you’ve had too much to drink and I don’t want you to do or say anything you’re going to regret in the morning.

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perspectre:

I’m not ashamed to admit that I have the biggest man crush on Santiago Cabrera.

perspectre:

I’m not ashamed to admit that I have the biggest man crush on Santiago Cabrera.


posted 6 months ago with 132 notes (originally from perspectre)

Slighttttttly drunk.  

spanishbadass:

Not sure of muh location. Do have a number on my hand that won’t wash off. 

Okay then Mr. Destructive, time to go home.

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